Today

Living in raw physicality
More often than not I am blinded by realism
the sun shines a little brighter
Everyday it's rays pierce my skin, drops of fatigued perspiration everywhere
Yet today I can only feel it's warming glow t ttt
Almost always I am a rational being in this materialistic world, my head held high, eyes focused single mindedly
Everyday I want to shut out the pandemonium
Yet today all cacophony seems musical,
it makes me feel like I belong, like I am a part of something bigger
Practicality is my strength, I don't dwell on dreams
Yet today I feel like reading a fairy tale
Most days I'm a cynic
Yet today I simply want to be a kid
Normally pragmatism predominates my thoughts
Yet  I want to day dream today
My veridical nature doesn't not allow me to believe in love
Relations are basically forms of compromise for me
But I want nothing more than to sing a love song today
Daily I walk alone because I don't need company
My steps are firm, I fight my own battles
But today I feel like a princess in distress wanting to be rescued
I am a magician with words
I use them to support my play
Yet I restrict them where emotions are involved
But I want them to pour my heart out today
I possess all the instincts of self preservation.
I don't want to let myself get hurt in any way
My reasoning doesn't allow me to fall in love 
Yet I feel like being a fool today.